Monday, April 23, 2012

demotivated

Today, the result is available to view....
Very disappointed, as I'm expect higher and more.....It makes me demotivated for awhile.
It makes me feel that all my hard-work are useless. None of the bosses appreciate my sacrifice.
I'd sacrifice my time and I dedicated my life towards the responsibility they given to me.

I'd stood still from morning till noon.
Trying to think, what's goes wrong, all this while..

However, when the clock shows that office hour will end within 5 minutes, my superior called me. He asked me to do something for him. He need some information for his presentation tonight. Suddenly he asked me about the result. He also expect me to get higher than that. He also disappointed with the result.
Now I wonder, who's actually decide the result..????

Now, I guess, I need to design new strategy to improve myself, no only for me but also for all..

me : when I need someone, no one be there for me...but if they need someone, I'll always be there for them